MangPong wrote:
Hi cheapracer... You seem to have been forgotten here, but I (for one) miss you...
Maybe that frontal lobotomy didn't go too well... Hope it's not the hernia thing, but get well soon...
I'm so sorry Guys, after I herniated the disc in my back, my health spiralled downwards somewhat and caused depression, not from a mental point of view, but just feeling like crap and tired everyday, not wanting to get out of bed or do anything etc. - it had actually started earlier than that, but my back triggered it far worse when I really couldn't get out of bed.
Anyway, won't bore you with the long story, but I ended in an out of hospital a few times trying to determine what was wrong with me, then the mild stroke hit and a mad rush to hospital ..... pretty miserable texting your children goodbye messages .
Finally they found what was wrong with me, I had a seriously leaking heart, Mitral Valve to be exact, and it had gotten serious so a few weeks later .... open heart surgery ..
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For those who know hearts, your left Ventricle usually pumps 60cc per beat around the body, and retains 30cc, mine was pumping double, 120cc, 60cc around the body, and 60cc straight back past the leaking Mitral valve, and my heart had swollen to accommodate this (what a marvel that part is by itself), but the swelling was brinking on becoming permanent.
... and now 7 weeks later, still damn sore, sternum and ribs still healing, but sleeping best in 30 years, eyesight better, not tired in the day, and best of all, my daily headaches I was living with are all but gone. And I feel energy, and happy!
I have new enthusiasm I haven't felt for a few years, can't wait to get back into building in the next month or 2 when I can lift my damn arms without rib pain!